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21

Aug

i want to hide.

i just ate too much today. gross. gross. gross.

it was day 4 of my liquid diet. 

the first day, did well with just water & coffee.

second day, did pretty good with just a smoothie & water & coffee.

yesterday, did alright with gazpacho, water, coffee, tea, & kombucha.

today i failed. i had coffee, then tomato soup @ 4. then my mom asked me to go to dinner with her… i was going to have a smoothie but they had none… so i ate a spinach salad w/ walnuts, soy feta, balsamic, hummus & roasted red peppers, then went home, my friend came over, we got high, saw paper heart, then i came home and ate way too much. i’m talking guacamole i made (1 avo, salsa, salt, onions, garlic) with broccoli and heirloom tomatoes. FUCK.

tomorrow i will have water & lots of coffee (and probably alcohol, but red wine, so its the healthiest i can do).

the next day i will have a superfood naked juice. 

and i will continue on a liquid diet & my daily 1.5hr workout (cardio, strength training, yoga, abs, stretching) until i go back to new york a week from today. i have to look good, fuck.